Mind

This night. All alone. With a mixed feeling
With my mind and its "feeling unwanted" thingy.
With my mind and the theory of what is important first.
With my mind trying to deal with the reality.
With my mind trying to keep sane while realities are truly insane.
With the fact that nobody s ready for the next steps of life.
We r never gonna be ready if we never try
And u dont wanna try. I guess not yet and i hope so.
But the thing that you cant rely  ur feeling on something blurry.