I dont.

There is only your laugh, from your kingdom.

And there is only your warmest smile, behind the curtain.

There are no steps outside my window.
Or Im just pretending do not hear. Idk.

There is no smell. Your smell, even  I am in the nearest place.

There are no playful conversations.
It has run dry.
Since that moment.

I almost do.
But I dont.
I win
And hurt.

All I know is I do not know
How to be sth u miss.