Being happy is a choice. Ketika kamu merasa semua hal yang terjadi itu salah, ketika kamu merasa it was sucks, all you can do is just let them go or they will let you die. Semua hal pasti punya dua sisi. Putih dan hitam. Thats why we need to find the white. Jangan ngerusak diri sendiri lah. Ntar kita juga yang repot kan. Selama masih ada alasan untuk senyum kenapa tidak. Selama kita masih bisa berpikir positif sok atuh. Jangan terpenjara sama pikiran pikirian ecek yang bisanya cuma bikin galau. You just need to find a lil heaven for your heart!
Sunday, 10 November 2013
Saturday, 9 November 2013
FLOWER-ING
Hallo! I miss this thing so much!till I sign in again and decided to make something change. Dont you see that mine is full with flower naaaw? Yes. Im in love with flower. Any flowers.
Bunga selalu punya tempat di hati saya. Memandanginya semenit saja tak cukup. Bahkan saya sampai bertanya tanya kenapa saya tak bisa berhenti mengagumi karya Tuhan yang satu ini. Just put some flowers in my room. I always love to redecorate my room, with the girly thing for sure. Hahaha.
Bunga bagi saya adalah peluruh lara. When you feel so guilty, confusion, sad, crying, or just on the top of the "sucks mind" just flower-ing. I mean, touch the flower, feel its beauty, touch its colors, feel the warmness, feel the calmness. Nature works well! God makes us live together. To adjust each other. So why dont we?
Tuesday, 13 August 2013
Hanyut
Sudah lama tak bersua dengan belaian kata. Ah. Rindu juga. Entah ke mana rasa itu. Menghilang begitu saja. Mereka berusaha membelaiku namun aku terus membebas diri. Entah. Aku juga tak tau atas pemberontakan ini. Atas semua keacuhan ini. Mungkin dunia yang terus menggerus memaksa kita untuk melupa semua. Tak izinkan hanyut dalam belaian. Sudah. Biarkan ia terus menggeliat. Sampai lelah sendiri.
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
Silly
Ada kalanya kita muak dengan segala sesuatu yang ada di sekeliling kita. Entah itu hanya dari hal yang sekecil apapun. Atau bahkan hal tak penting sekalipun. Entah deh gue juga ngga tau kenapa bisa muak yang banget bangetan gini. Terlalu lama dipendem? Bisa jadi. Toh kata orang kesabaran itu ada batasnya. Ya anggap aja Ini udah habis gitu aabarnya, etapi sialnya mah teu isa dikeluarkan begitu saja. Mempet di dalam.
So everything goes wrong. Hahaha. Silly but happens. I try to make it right. To stay on my positive and to make everyting goes right like before. But could it be? Oyaaa if you wanna heard by someone, make urself available to them . I mean, take and give. Sometime I just dont know why people grumbling about a thing. Why dont they make an introspecting. What they did before. Hahahaha . It was fun dear. Really funny. I jut let my words. Lemme write what I thought today. This is just another introspeting from me. And I dont make this words for people. No. Just me myself.
Tuesday, 11 June 2013
Di Koyak Laut
Ketika terombang ambing di laut sana
Yang tak satupun dapat menolong
Ketika matahari mulai tenggelam
Dan kau masih saja berdiam di sana
Masih terombang ambing
Nyaris dikoyak laut
Hanyut bersama sang bintang
Masih belum adakah yang melepasmu dari semua?
Ah. Rupanya kau lebih suka terombang ambing
Menikmati sensasi kanan dan kirinya
Sensasi antara hidup dan mati
Di saat kau tak punya pilihan
Selain membiarkan ragamu
Mengapung di tengah sana.
-T-
Saturday, 11 May 2013
Mad mad mad
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Tuesday, 7 May 2013
Peace in Respect
Pelajaran yang saya dapat hari ini adalah - jangan berbicara tentang menghargai jika belum bisa menghargai orang lain -
Nah, jangankan menghargai orang lain, menghargai omongan kita sendiri (red:menghargai) saja tidak. Contohnya, ketika ada presentasi dan kita ribut sendiri, tak menghiraukan para presentator di depan. Ketika ditegur, kita diam. Tak lama kemudian kita kembali ribut, sambil berceletuk "hargai dong yang lagi di depan" kepada teman kita yang juga sedang ribut, lebih parah lagi apabila berceletuk kepada teman yang sedang menyimak, yang pada akhirnya hanya akan mengganggu konsentrasinya.
Mungkin terdengar klasik tapi cobalah mulai menghargai oranglain. Atau jangan-jangan diri anda yang bermasalah, tak pernah mendapat penghargaan sehingga tidak bisa menghargai orang lain. Tidak susah kan mengapresiasi apa yang ada di depan kita. Oke saya sendiri memang terkadang masih suka main sendiri sementara ada yang presentasi. Namun setelahnya saya sadar bahwa saya salah dan lebih-lebih ketika kelompok saya presentasi, dan banyak yang ribut, well, untuk saya, tak ada yang bisa saya lakukan untuk meredam mereka. Lah wong saya juga ribut kalau mereka presentasi. Gimana karya saya mau dihargai? Iya kan?
Untuk itulah saya selalu berusaha memperhatikan atau menghargai even tidak berkontribusi di dalamnya namun berkontribusi dalam proses berjalan nya. Tidak susah kan duduk diam dan menyimak? Kecuali mengantuk ya hahaha.
Manusiawi kok, bergosip saat makul berjalan, namun ya tetap harus terkontrol. Ada trik-trik yang digunakan pada saat-saat genting seperti ini (mengantuk misalnya) pinter-pinternya kita aja mengontrol diri.
Good night fellas~
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Sunday, 5 May 2013
Regret
jangan terlalu lama menggerumun dalam hati, tentang penyesalanmu. Bukankah kita harus selalu berpikir positif? Pasti. Pasti ada , selalu ada sisi positif dari setiap hal yang terjadi dalam hidup kita. Thatssss why, kita tidak perlu berlebihan meratapi penyesalan. Seperti kertas yang selalu punya dua sisi. Seperti itu pula lah setiap hal yang terjadi.
Yaa, ini adalah satu hal yang saya pelajari hari ini. Bahwa tak berguna menyesal terlalu banyak, kalau kita bisa bangkit kenapa tidak? Kalau kita bisa lebih baik kenapa tidak?
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Thursday, 2 May 2013
Tertohok Kenyataan
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Monday, 29 April 2013
Maybe I Love You
-T-
Maybe I love you, maybe I do
Maybe this feeling inside me is true
And if I love you, and if I do
Then maybe baby maybe you love me too
I knew I liked you, I knew I cared
And I knew that something was brewing in the air
But I don't fall easily, too many betrayed me
But maybe I love you, maybe I do
Maybe this feeling inside me is true
And if I love you, and if I do
Then maybe baby maybe you love me too
I wasn't feeling quite like myself
And something inside me was sitting on the shelf
But then you swam into my heart
And now the good step starts
Oh woo
Yeah maybe I love you, maybe I do
Maybe this feeling inside me is true
And if I love you, and if I do
Oh then maybe baby maybe you love me too
How can I know for sure
That you and I are meant for something more
And I oh, I have to go on this, this feeling inside
And I hope that I am, I hope that I am right
Maybe I love you, maybe I do
Maybe this feeling inside me is true
And if I love you, and if I do
Oh then maybe baby maybe you love me
Maybe baby maybe you love me
Maybe baby maybe you love me too
-Lenka-
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Sunday, 28 April 2013
Ms. Brightside
And I just cant look it's killing meeee
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming trough sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But that just the price i paid
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eysssss
I am miss brightside.
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Ms. Brightside
And I just cant look it's killing meeee
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming trough sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But that just the price i paid
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eysssss
I am miss brightside.
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Friday, 26 April 2013
C'est La Vie
You will always memorize the sounds when your dad gets home. Remember the footsteps remember the words said. Sometime i wish i'd never grow up. Grow up means a lot thing to do is in your eyes. The problems are more complicated. You will always thinking bout weight, fashion, foods, friends, love, college, and home. Home. The one thing you cant stay away. Even you do a ton of work, even you have a lot of friend. You will always thinking bout home. A place where you can charge your positive energies. And mom and dad. They are getting older too. Sometimes we just too busy, forget that they need us. Don't you see their eyes, when you say goodbye in the airport, in the train station, in the bus station. Their eyes said don't go. But they cant. Realize that live must go on. Even they must say goodbye to their two-daughter. Even they must live in a couple again. Worrying mom and dad is a thing that ruins my day. Aaaah. C'est la vie.
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Thursday, 25 April 2013
Sayang
Kapan hijau mulai memerah
Kapan langit mulai lelah memeluk bumi
Kapan abu menjadi debu
Dan kapan sayang itu memeluk hati
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Wednesday, 27 March 2013
Premonition
Thursday, 21 February 2013
Nightmezzo
Ah udah dewwh ngerempongin nama sama aja menarsiskan diri buat gue hahaha. Btw I love nama Tita because its quite rarely. Dulu satu angkatan dari tk-sd-smp-sma seingat gue jarang banget ada nama tita. Thankyou moder fader :*
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Monday, 4 February 2013
Random
*randomly post. Abaikan.
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Sunday, 3 February 2013
Temporary Home
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Sunday, 27 January 2013
stuck in reverse
have you ever found, his name more than five times in a day. in every you walked. in every you read . how about the anchor that have the same name with him? do you will turn off the tv? how about when you are in a bank and the teller's name is same with him? how about when you turn on the radio and the announcer has the same name with him? how about when you visiting hospital and the doctor has the same name too? it's hard to realize but i have to. oh God, why i cant let him go. or just because his name is too similar with others? adakah kebetulan yang terlalu kebetulan?
Saturday, 26 January 2013
Novel - A Very Yuppy Wedding
mang menguras emosi dan Ika berhasil membuat saya tidak menengok halaman paling belakang, seperti ketika saya baca novel lainnya, untuk mengetehui endingnya. saya menahan diri untuk tidak buka dulu endingnya. dan.. selama baca, saya seperti de javu. saya familiar sekali dengan cerita ini. kelemahan saya memang saya tak pernah ingat dengan cerita-cerita novel yang saya baca. saya hanya notice sampul dan judulnya. tapi di samping itu, yang paling saya notice adalah kalimat-kalimat di dalam novel tsb. jadilah sejak awal baca sampai pertengahan saya penasaran sendiri. masa saya baru beli tapi sudah baca. dan taraaa setelah saya ingat-ingat, saya pernah pinjam novel ini semasa SMP! di perpustakaan. iya, SMP, hahaha SMP aja saya udah baca metropop coba -______- hahaha tapi ngga papa. novel ini sangat bagus menurut saya. seperti karya mba Ikka yang lainnya.
Novel - Bambina
Tuesday, 22 January 2013
Books and Books
Tuesday, 15 January 2013
Seraphyna
Well, every I check-in foursquare at Seraphyna's Land, people busy ask me what is that. Hahaha. Let me tell you. Someday I talk to my friend, that I wanna be an angel. *ngimpi* then, someone beside her told us, it's better to use Seraph. Not angel. Angel is pasaran said him. So, Seraph mean Angel. He told us to check it in Cambridge Dictionary. And that's true! Seraph is angel. Then, me and my friends start to use this word in our daily. We add some words so it becomes Seraphyna. Sounds more feminime , isn't it?
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Saturday, 12 January 2013
Morning Brew
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Monday, 7 January 2013
You Take What You Give
Sincerely,
Seraphyna
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Wednesday, 2 January 2013
What Can Happen in a Single Second?
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
Caleidoscope of Seraphyna
January 3rd-5th : had test for environmental engineering at UII and got it!
February 19th : SMALA SEJAGAD guest star : SO7 . The last music case I'd attend before college :')
February 27th-30th : PRA-UN
March 20th-27th : UAS
April : 16th-19th : National Examination , one of the hard part has been left :p
April 21st : Promnight MotiFIVEtor at Santika Hotel Balikpapan . Rare moment and last moment with yall
April 24th-25th : Science 3 on vacation! Ambors Etam ,Amburawang
May 6th : new life has come, jogja.
May 9th : first day of neutron bimbel. Counting down SNMPTN
May 26th : graduation!!!
June 9th : Bimbel ends :') counting down SNMPTN
June 12th-13th : SNMPTN in Faculty of Technic UGM
July 6th : SNMPTN results : ZONK
July 7th : seleksi mandiri UNY
July 21st : first day fasting and me caught in English Department by SM! Yipii
August 6th-10th : OSPEK UNY, FBS and EDSA
September 3rd : day of a new beginning! Welcome college life! Welcome my first class, Structure :*
November 6th : my daaayy . Thankyou seraphyna's crew @arum_styarini , @firzhaputri , @likunkuung, @jeannfistikaa @rimarhizzkah :*
December 21st - 31st : Minggu tenang mau UAS , yaampun :') cepet beet udah uas aja :')
Well, hidup saya berubah banyak tahun ini. Hari ini, tanggal satu januari dua ribu tiga belas, saya baru menyadari bahwa adanya pepatah bersakit dahulu lalu bersenang itu benar. Firstly saya berjuang utk UN dan gagal SNMPTN, but in the end, saya menemukan dunia yang benar-benar saya inginkan. God is an architect :') dan yang paling penting, di tahun ini salah satu taregt utama saya dapat tercapai dengan baik. I lost more than 5kgs of my weight! Ulalalaaaa hahha
Sincerely,
Seraphyna
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