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Beberapa dibutakan oleh emosi, yang masih belum larut. Berlomba terlihat menjadi yang paling depan. Berlomba terlihat sebahagia itu. Ada kecamuk nya dalam kata. Banyak. Ada resah dan tinggi hatinya dalam kata. Banyak. Katamu baik? Kalau baik , tak usah memaksa. Biarkan saja semesta yang sampaikan kabarnya. Tak perlu kau harus repot-repot, menyusun kata per kata demi yang katanya sebuah kata bahagia.

Hmmm Apa ya...

Hi. Long time no see. No write. Honestly, i miss writing something. Anything. I was talking with my friend abt why i could not write like before. I mean, was, i could write a lot. About everything. I clearly remember how I spent my reading class with wrote a lot of poems or even diary in the back of paper of my reading textbooks. Sometimes i read them and i miss my words. My friend then said to me that there must be something missing in my life so that i could not write as easy as before. Yes, she was right. Totally right. It is just like i hit the writer block after all those things happened. It was like my world spinning around and stop into the place where completely stranger for me. I lost my self. But then I re-think. Do i need to search what is missing, when i have all i need here. What's past is past. Firstly i found out that oh, that's okay to make it as your inspirations, like before. As long as you know where your heart belongs right now. Do we always need to write something's related to us? I think no. Then i found that it is okay. It is all okay. What i was afraid of? Well, i think i clearly know that what's past is past.