hambuh opo

Hai
so today i learned a lot of things.

i learned on how some people are not realize that they were so fucking important for their people around them.

i learned that it is right that you will take what you give. but sometimes live is not just run that way. sometimes life brings us to the other steps we never expected before, we never thought before.

i learned that you, yourself, the only people who know what makes your heart disappointed, and also yourself, the only people who can keep your heart away from the disappointment. am i right? yes im right i guess. sometimes when you got disappointment from people around you or from the things around you, in your deepest heart, you actually know it from the start, that it will end up with the disappointment. but you keep tryin tryin and tryin padahal deep inside you know that it wouldnt work lol. yah, that s life.